sigh... I wish I could be one of those ladies that can actually enjoy their pregnancy. but I can't,…

sigh... I wish I could be one of those ladies that can actually enjoy their pregnancy. but I can't, every little thing bothers me. I know I can't live in a bubble, but my anxiety is pretty intense. there are ppl digging up the ground next to my job, and every morning it would smell heavily of tar and gasoline. I'm scared that it would affect my baby cus I'm breathing that in. I can't smell it once I go into my store but occasionally when someone goes in and out, the smell would get it. :/