how do mom's survive the 3rd trimester? I'm hating my body and I don't feel like myself... I don't…

how do mom's survive the 3rd trimester? I'm hating my body and I don't feel like myself... I don't feel sexy or even wanted by my SO and I've been rethinking my son's name but it's too late to change it now... and besides his dad wouldn't let me anyways.. I'm irritated at my SO because any time I talk to anyone he gets jealous but he can tell everyone everything about us, our living situation, and everything with me. I'm fed up at work and want to take my leave already but I can't afford it and I don't know what to do. I'm at my wits end with everyone... not to mention every Monday I see my boss and she touches my belly and asked how the baby is.... I don't want to be rude because she's my boss.. but seriously? don't touch me. I want to cut every one of her fingers off with a cigar cutter....