So I've been managing to keep myself distracted about the thought of my granddads up coming funeral…
So I've been managing to keep myself distracted about the thought of my granddads up coming funeral but I've been given a date and time now and I just want to sit in the corner and give up for now. 2 weeks before my due date/a week before I get induced and I have to travel to Birmingham from Doncaster to go and say goodbye to a man I loved dearly. Gonna miss watching you play the piano and going on walks with you granddad.
becky·
aww bless ya be strong hun he is looking down on you ♡ X
Bethany·
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Stay strong hun! he will always be with you..dont forget that 😘😘😘 xx
vanessa·
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@becky1111, @winterbaby95 I think I'm more angry than anything. like all I can think is if this God bloke is so damn real, why the would he give a guy that worshipped him all his damn life (my granddad was a retired vicar) a horrible illness like parkingsons, then strip him from a world that needed him so damn much. sorry if either of you are religious, I respect everyone's views but just can't make a point of it myself. I hate the fact I was so far away when he went. wish I could say goodbye one last time. xx
becky·
no lv I dont believe in god myself same happened to my granddad he died in hospital and I never got too say bye to him and kills me inside he is always on my mind so sorry for your loss hun xx
Bethany·
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@nessie95 No hun I am not religious...but I am spiritual:) I believe your grandad will always be with you hun...he may not be here physically...but he is in your heart and memories...not to mention you are part of him (DNA from him passed to your dad? mum? not sure which side he is on) xx Someone told me (a religious friend) god takes the best of people xxxx
vanessa·
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@becky1111, it's horrible loosing someone so precious isn't it. @winterbaby95 I'm spiritual too, I have no teligious beliefs,just spiritual beliefs, so I know he will always be here with me in memory and in soul, it just kills I will never see his smile again. He was actually my mother's foster father, fostered her from the age of it 16 along with my grandmother and has been apart of all our lives since. Well to simply put it God is a dick if he is real. xx