Just left Zay's appointment with the Urologist at children's hospital... Gotta go back in 2 months…

Just left Zay's appointment with the Urologist at children's hospital... Gotta go back in 2 months (so he's more developed) and we'll schedule his surgery from there... He was born with a deficient foreskin and was unable to have his circumcision done at birth... We were on the fence about whether or not to just leave it alone now because he'll have to be put under general anesthesia to get it done, but, the doctor said it needs to be done because his urethra is low lying/off centered, and what foreskin he has is kinda covering it... But, she said they shouldn't have to restructure his urethra (I almost threw up when she said that because I didn't even think that was a possibility for him)... I just pray he develops the way he needs to so the surgery is as simple as possible... My poor baby... Ughhh..... And, on top of that, he's been spitting up non stop, so he's gotta see his pediatrician today too. It's never ending...