i literally woke up and thought about sitting in bed crying because im soooo tired and i didnt want…

i literally woke up and thought about sitting in bed crying because im soooo tired and i didnt want to come in to work . i offically hate overnights now they really suck . im tired i never feel good at night im hot because of my uniform my braxton hicks are becoming pretty uncomfortable and i get them quite alot at work specially during my rounds plus cramping . this chair is not the best i cant sit how i want because my stomach is so big and last but not least ... im fucking tired !! but i couldnt cry about it because i had to get up and go and i didnt wanna have the person thats waiting for me to come in sitting longer than needed. but i have to keep telling myself in 9 more weeks my princess will be here and i get to sit at home with her and my son for 3 months . boyyyy i cannot wait !!