i know this is nothing pregnancy/momma related. but my heart is broke, I woke up this morning to the…

i know this is nothing pregnancy/momma related. but my heart is broke, I woke up this morning to the news that my great great aunt has passed away this morning, at the age of 102. we have seen this coming for quite some time now she has been in such bad shape and I know she has to be better off but the selfish part of me still grieves because she is no longer with us. i try to reason with myself by saying you shouldn't mourn someone who has been so ready to leave this earth for such a long time. at the end she just didn't have any quality of life or any type of dependence, but still a sound mind so I can't even begin to wonder what kind of torture that must have been. i will always love you aunt Alice and I regret that my son will never know someone as kind as you.