I'm still in the hospital a week later after I delivered my preemie son. My pressure is not going down at all and that…

I'm still in the hospital a week later after I delivered my preemie son. My pressure is not going down at all and that was the reason they decided to deliver him. The blood tests did not show that I had preeclampsia it was just the limit of medicine they could give me to keep it down. So now he is a week old went to the step down nursery last night. He got all his iv's out nippling really good and on the max feeding at 30cc. I am pumping for him now the last two days as I was really depressed for some reason. I had a echo cardiogram done today and I know the techs are not supposed to say anything but the first thing she said when she saw my heart was wow how long have you been dealing with high blood pressure. So I am very nervous now and I am just really ready to go home. #Prayers