I can't today! 😭😭so stressed out! my husband has a shitty job that's not cutting it! he starts a new one soon with better pay but for now I've been working 50-60hrs a week and I'm tired! All I wanted tonight was a shower BY MYSELF! I always end up taking one with my daughter because it cuts time. Tonight I askedy 13 year old to watch her while I showered and all she did was SCREAM BLOODY MURDER! I tried to shave my hairy armpits and was in such a rush I cut myself! its killing me! So I hurried and jumped out, still got hairy legs! I need time to myself!! 😭😭 Now all my daughter is doing is screaming!
I can't take it anymore! Haley (yes my 1mth old and no I wasn't able to go through this "joy" of nursing my older daughter, Molly) has been screaming non stop for 6hrs! All she wants to do is eat and I can't have her attached to me all day, everyday! She has wanted to eat every hr on the hr for the past 3hrs! I put her in her room so I don't scream at her but I just can't take it!

Tonight after a 16 hour natural labor I met my daughter for the first time. Tonight something happened to me that I thought would never happen to me, that I would be sending my daughter to a children's hospital 2 hours away. Tonight I never got to hold my daughter or spend time with her. Tonight I had to watch her be poked and picked at and could do nothing to comfort her. Tonight all I ask for is that my daughter get all the prayers she can get as me and my husband have to be away from her whil...
I need to ask someone this have you literally regret having a child with someone. I love my daughter with all my heart but I really regret ever being with her dad.
My belly is so hairy I hate it !! Am I the only one ??