I had my beautiful baby boy June 15th 2016 at 6:05 PM by an emergency c-section, after 13 hours of…

I had my beautiful baby boy June 15th 2016 at 6:05 PM by an emergency c-section, after 13 hours of labor , 2 hours of pushing , a whole morning of being induced, and a long 39 weeks. I was 16, I only turned 17 in August. I'm grateful for him, because he changed me for the better as a person. He is what keeps me going when these times are so hard. I'm in 12th grade and I made sure I'd get my diploma for him and move onto bigger and better things to support him. I can't explain the struggle right now. I'm trying my absolute best for him and some days.. I still dont feel like I'm a good mother because I feel like I can't do enough. I love him and he is and always will be my blessing.. I hope one day he knows.. mommy did this all for him, to make sure he grew up happy and I could support him and how much I love him as well as his father. I'm lucky enough to still be with his father who is amazing with him and me as well.

I love you Jayden Alexander ❤