I feel so lazy...I just cant seem to find the time any more to do housework or manage to feed myself…

I feel so lazy...I just cant seem to find the time any more to do housework or manage to feed myself anything that doesnt take less than 5 minutes in the microwave to make. The only reason Im able to fit showers in is because my fiance handles to baby for a few minutes when he gets home. This little boy hates being left alone so I cant leave the room without him, and he hates being put down especially if im gonna be more than an arms length away from him. He doesnt fit in his carrier so I cant use that yet and he wont settle for his little basinet unless im right next to something. So i havent been able to get much house work done lately and I feel absolutely Horrible that my fiance works all day then has to come home and do household chores...Its not fair to him but i just cant find the time during the day to do it all. Wish my son would let me get some stuff done. But i cant even leave him while he sleeps because he wakes up and starts screaming if im not there...