I definitely understand. Outside of daycare my daughter is wth daddy and I. The first two daycares I went to visit terrified me. I cried in the car, prayed extremely hard and then the next one I went to I knew was it. It got easier to leave her there but not with anyone else except daddy.

I can't find it in me to leave my son to go .. @gcpaschal idk what it is . I had a dentist appointment & left him with his father & cried on my way out the door . I was only gone an hour . I called two times & rushed back . Didn't want to hear what the dentist was talking about nothing , clean up my teeth so I can go .

It was hard for the first week. I felt better as time went and the daycare ladies I leave her with adore her so it makes it easier.