Today at 1:45 is my very last appointment before being cut open on Thursday just to meet my little…

Today at 1:45 is my very last appointment before being cut open on Thursday just to meet my little prince 👑 azrael Joseph long I'm happy but not excited I'm not mentally ready for the pain I'm gonna be in that's why I'm not excited not even in the slightest I am however happy that I'll be holding my first son and that his daddy will be there to watch him be born and that he made it here against all odds my pcos a SCH preterm labor and contractions and a shit ton of stress....it's been a bumpy ride and I'm happy it's gonna be over soon I'm ready to have my body back but I'm more ready to hold him see him does he have hair what color will his eyes be and the big one how big is this young in gonna be cause at 29-30 weeks he was already 5 pounds