i literally have not talked to my best friend of 8 years one single time in 4 months. Its crazy..…

i literally have not talked to my best friend of 8 years one single time in 4 months. Its crazy.. she hasnt said a single word. the last time i talked to her i told her happy birthday and my birthday was a few days later and she didnt say anything... on one hand, i dont even care... if u dont wanna be in my life, by all means go.. then the other part of me just wants to cry. i miss her.. alot. we used to talk every single day shes my favorite person in the WHOLE WORLD and now its like we're strangers. 😢😢😢😩