postpartum depression is the worse wtf is wrong with me :'(
It seriously is. I went through it, and it's horrible. Try and take any help you can get. Even if it's "let me hold your baby" for even just 5 minutes, go into the bathroom and just breathe. You're stronger than this. If you ever need to talk, you can message me. I went through this for 3 and a half months, and it was hard.
I got it alil, too afterwards