Omg saw a baby commercial and started legit bawling. I want that so bad and I just want to kno if…

it's just like that sometimes

i miss how my babies made me feel before i lost them

@twinpeanut, it just sucks. Everytime I see one I get this ache in my chest but this time since I am 5 days late I may be it just hit harder I guess. How is it us women who desperately want a child have to work twice as hard or harder to get one?

idk. But if we were 16 year olds. it would've happened like yesterday. not knocking those ladies, but i am a little jealous. one of my best friends is pregnant with her TENTH baby

some of her babies, she got pregnant while on bcp

@twinpeanut, I feel you. my friend got pregnant on birth control and smoking a pack of cigs a day and all this stuff and here I am beating myself up by not drinking a decaf coffee and eating too many sweets cuz we desperately want to have a baby....not knocking either it's just I am so jealous..

@lillyb, i understand completely. I have made life changes and i used to see people on hard drugs through their whole pregnancy, have babies. it seems like a cruel punishment

@twinpeanut, It really does