I'm crying... I just feel so unwanted and like a burden to my husbands family and idk what to do. I…

I'm crying... I just feel so unwanted and like a burden to my husbands family and idk what to do. I want out of this house but we can't afford it. Thankfully after Monday we will have an extra 300 dollars a month so maybe we can finally start saving to get the hell out of here. I just don't know what to do anymore and I feel like a failure.