I am a cosleeping mom. I do it cautiously but last night my belief in cosleeping was solidified. I…

I am a cosleeping mom. I do it cautiously but last night my belief in cosleeping was solidified. I was sleeping away when I felt my baby thrashing. I woke up to see my baby struggling to breathe. I quickly grabbed him, turned him upside down, and patted his back until he cried. He must have spit up and started to asphyxiate. I cannot even think about what would have happened had he not been sleeping next to me and woke me up with his thrashing.