You were my Best Friend 👭 someone I could talk 💋 to and Not 🙅 be Judged by. You didn't 🙅 Always 💯…

You were my Best Friend 👭 someone I could talk 💋 to and Not 🙅 be Judged by. You didn't 🙅 Always 💯 agree with my choices I made. But you Always 💯 Supported 😍😘 me and showed 👀 be that Not EVERY walk 👣 is going to be SMOOTH Sailing. You taught me that Life throws 👊 OBSTACLES ⬆↗➡↘⬇↙⬅↖↕↔↩↪⤴⤵🔃🔄🔙🔚🔛🔜🔝 . You showed 👀 me how to Walk 👣 through these OBSTACLES ⬆↗➡↘⬇↙⬅↖↕↔↩↪⤴⤵🔃🔄🔙🔚🔛🔜🔝 and keep a Smile 😊 on my face. You taught me how to Laugh 😂 at my PAST 🔙, and Smile 😊 at my Future. You were so Strong 💪 when I wanted to Cry 😢. You told me "God 🙏 don't give us more then we can handle "

On February 14, 2011 you felt a lump in your left breast. I went with you to get it checked out. I Never 🙅 forget when your Doctor called 📱 me and said "Your mother has Stage 3 breast cancer " I was terrified 😱 my Best Friend 👭 my Hero 😎 had CANCER!!!! 😢😢😢😢😢😢. I didn't🙅 want to ACCEPT ✔ that you were going to Die 💀. The Doctors said they give you between 6 months to a year to live. I felt like my World 🌎 was crushing . You Refused 🙅 chemotherapy . I was heart broken 💔 . I felt like you wasn't trying." You keep telling me if it's your time ⌛ to go then so be it " On December 28, 2011 the CANCER speared to your right breast . You was getting weak 😢😢😢😢. On December 29, 2011 your Doctor admitted into the hospital 🏪 . You kept telling me that God 🙏 wasn't ready for you. I didn't know what to believe. Seeing you hooked up to monitors scared 😱 me. I met with your doctor's and they told me without you doing chemotherapy you will die 💀. I was scared 😱 and I tried to convince you to do the chemotherapy. You said "No" I asked why!!! You said" God doesn't want to do chemotherapy "

I didn't want to Stress you out so I left it alone . On February 22, 2012 your CANCER was gone. You were smiling 😊 and Laughing 😂 saying "I told you God 🙏 wasn't ready for me yet" Your doctors were puzzled how you didn't have no traces of Cancer . It was a Miracle 🌟!! The next few months were awesome 😎 you seemed by to your regular happy 😊 self. Then came May 2, 2012 you woke up and you complained you couldn't see 🙈. You were also complaining of a extreme headache . I called 📱 🚑911 you were re admitted back into the hospital 🏪. I waited for the doctors to tell me what was wrong with you. I was crying 😢😢😢😢 . The Doctors came out you had blood on the back of your brain. They told me that you have to have surgery to stop the bleeding. During the surgery you had both a heart attack and a stoke . You came through surgery fine your doctors put you in a medical reduce coma . When I got the okay to see you I was terrified 😱 you was on life support 😢😢😢😢💔. Seeing you hooked up to monitors scared me 😱. I touched your hand and when you squeezed my hand I smiled 😊 . You couldn't speak 🙊 but you smiled 😊. Thus negative nurse came in and told me "She didn't know why I wouldn't let you die " "She called me a Selfish B**** "I didn't pay her No attention I kept holding your hand. You smiled 😊. I waited for your doctor to come in and I told her about the Rude nurse she apologized for her actions. The nurse was fired because she was stealing prescription drugs. You remain on life support for 2 weeks. Your doctor wasn't very hopeful that you would pull through but you did. On May 22, 2012 you has to have a tube put in your throat. You was back on life support again. Your health insurance dropped you . I made a payment arrangement with the hospital 🏪 so they kept you on life support. You wasn't on that long On May 28, 2012 you graduated off life support for the second time. You was sent over to a Rehabilitation hospital 🏪 you was doing good. You begin to learn how to Walk 👣 your become strong 💪 you pulled your tube outta your throat. June 2, 2012 you was discharged from the Rehabilitation hospital 🏪 You was told absolutely No 🚫 smoking. As soon as we got back home you wanted to Smoke. I offered you some hard candy 🍬 but you Denied 🚫 it. You didn't Smoke but you Always wanted to. There was days you didn't feel like getting outta your bed . Them days I was there I be your strength 💪 when you felt like giving up. I was right there to push you to not.

on July 18 ,2012 your grandson's birthday you felt another lump on your side. We went back to your doctor's found out that lump that indeed CANCER. Your doctors wanted you to tell chemotherapy. But once again you said "No" On July 29,2012 she was admitted back to the hospital 🏪because your white cells were low. You had the flu, you was put on antibiotics . The first week the antibiotics did make bad then good. You were really sick. You started complaining of extreme headaches again. They ordered a MRI to be done she had more blood on the back of your brain. You went back into surgery on August 2, 2012 you almost didn't pull through this time. This surgery f***** up your kidneys you was on a machine to clean your blood. You had to have a blood transfusion on August 3, 2012 you was back on life support for the third time. I considered pulling the plug but I couldn't. I didn't want to see 👀 you on pain 😢. You was in critical condition told that you had 2-4 weeks left. The Doctors said your kidneys was shutting down there was nothing else they could do. I prayed 🙏 to God to not take you on August 14 ,2012 you open your eyes 👀 I was right there when you opened your eyes 👀. I smiled 😊 you smiled 😊 back . You didn't know where you were or why you were there. But you squeezed my hand very tightly. I was glad I was a "Chicken " to not pull the plug. You couldn't speak 🙊 but your smile 😊showed 👀 me that you were still fighting 👊 aND I was fighting 👊 right along with you. on September 20, 2012 you was discharged outta the hospital 🏪 . You were told to take to easy. But you was to stubborn to do just that. Guess that where I get my stubbornness from lol.

The next 2 years were good awesome. October 11, 2015 I found out I was expecting. You was excited 🙌 for us. I had the worst nausea 😷ever and I scared 😱 I was going to lose this rainbow 🌈 . You told me "Everything happens for a reason " I hit second trimester hubby surprised me with a private ultrasound at 17.3 weeks we found out our rainbow 🌈 was a rainbow 🌈 prince 👑 . I showed 👀 you the ultrasound of your grandson . You was so excited 🙌 besides the nausea 😷 this pregnancy was smooth sailing. On February 23, 2016 you doctor recommend for you to go into a nursing home. I wasn't happy to hear this. But when we came to visit you . You seem very happy 😊 you was playing bingo. I was huge and you told me I need to take it easy. I tried but easier said then done. On April 29, 2016 we welcomed our baby boy into the world🌎 we brought your grandson to see 👀 you . You was so happy 😊 . You fought 👊 a long hard battle you lost your battle 👊 on May 25, 2016 you was a strong 💪 momma a awesome 😎 amazing 😍😍😍😍😍😍 you are now our gudian Angel 😇 momma continue to watch 👀 over us we love you 😍😍😍😍😘😘😘 Rest in Paradise mommy 😘