I guess I'm not sleeping. there is only one person I hate on this entire earth and that's my mom's…

I guess I'm not sleeping. there is only one person I hate on this entire earth and that's my mom's husband. oh I just hate him so much. if only you guys knew. the thing that sucks is I have to live here bc I can't survive on my own. idk why my mom just doesn't leave him for good bc he's never gonna change. all he's doing is destroying this family. I just want someone to understand but the one person I rant to understand is my own mother