Two years of TTC. Some time ago my hope turned into hatred towards the world then slowly towards myself for not being…
Two years of TTC. Some time ago my hope turned into hatred towards the world then slowly towards myself for not being able to give my husband a child. I felt broken. I wanted to start the next chapter of my life so bad. It took me a while to open up to my husband and tell him how I felt. That’s when he told me …. that we don’t need a baby to be a family. We are already a family. I am the most amazing thing in this world. I am crazy for thinking anything else. Baby or no baby he has me. The greatest thing about having a child is that part of me will always be in this world....
In the end if I never have a child I still have a man that hugged me when I cried about the negatives, didn’t mind the sex, bought me clothes and believed in me when I stop believing in myself. I will always want to be a mother but sometimes I forget I’m already a wife. That’s pretty amazing too.