The people I'm staying with are ridiculous and I'm so ready to leave. I asked them not to smoke in the same room as my 6 month old and I and they don't care. The whole house is smoked out. They have a 1 & 2 year old too. There's so much more shit but I'm just ready to leave. I should've never came. My poor baby has been breathing this shit in for days. 😭
They also keep waking my daughter up while she naps. They don't even attempt to quiet their kids down when she's sleeping. Which I understand they're kids and they're loud but when they're full on screaming through the house, why I can't you say something?
I don't smoke weed. So I guess I will never understand. But I'm not sure why people smoke weed when they're pregnant!
Trigger. Lost baby
Went in for my 20 week check up and found out our son had passed away. Nothing was wrong, my pregnancy has been going great. I'm so numb right now. I'll he delivering him later this week. I don't want to do this. I don't want to do this. Not before Christmas. How am I'm going to tell my kids?? My dear sweet baby boy. Why did this happen?
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
so I need some advice, I'm currently pregnant from a man who is married with a ten year old. he says he married her because they were young and how he was raised that if you get someone pregnant you have to buckle down and be a man. now that I'm pregnant he says my child has to be a secret. no family from his side and none from myself because I have no family. I feel like my child is coming into this world like a burden from him. and I have no respect from my kids father . even worse he sleep...