don't know why I'm still up, just watching my baby sleep and soon as I get Ready to go to sleep he's going to wake... and have to take my mom to work 5, get my 13 yr old up for school@ 6 and take bf to work by 8...plus got interview glad its the evening....so much on my mind...I usually don't try to talk with bf in the way to work, about our relationship because don't want him to have a bad day if we start arguing.... but he can't seem to spend enough time for us to talk..