I can't wait for Baylee to be here there's so much for her since her mommy has changed an realized…

I can't wait for Baylee to be here there's so much for her since her mommy has changed an realized lost of things she didn't before for instance I wanna tell her bout her siblings but that's a difficult subject even for me I sometimes wish she could grow with them but Baylee probably won't have that chance I'm devastated bout it but it's gonna be alright nobody really knows how much I think of those things cause I don't like to share them ugh my life an options have changed a lot an I want to Express it but I honestly don't see away in doing that with the past pain I've put myself through I didn't really mess it up for myself that's a difficult task also I jus wish people had the heart to see my pain always but wishes don't always come true I'm so depressed bout it I barely talk to anyone anymore it's upsetting but it'll get better I'm sure of it I mean before I know it Baylee will be here an I'm excited an ready 👶🏻💞💙💓