I don't know what's going on with me today. I'm so moody. I've been sleeping on and off all day. I can't mentally deal with my three year old today. The thought of leaving the house at all makes me wanna cry. I just wanna lay in bed completely alone and sleep or play on my phone. But I can't because my husband works third shift and he's been asleep all day and he will be leaving for work soon.
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
Maternity leave
Sorry ladies if this has already been asked but when are you guys going on maternity leave? I was thinking about working all the way up until my due date but with my work schedule, I may take it earlier
I can't take it anymore! Haley (yes my 1mth old and no I wasn't able to go through this "joy" of nursing my older daughter, Molly) has been screaming non stop for 6hrs! All she wants to do is eat and I can't have her attached to me all day, everyday! She has wanted to eat every hr on the hr for the past 3hrs! I put her in her room so I don't scream at her but I just can't take it!
So I've been posting about my cough & sore throat, & now my voice is basically gone.! 😞 it's been like this since Wednesday & I wanna cry I can't even work because I talk all day (calling center) i couldn't work yesterday & they made me leave early today..! what can i do ..! HELP
I feel a BIG gap in my heart. I feel so lonely today. been crying all day.... =, (