Okay soooo me and Kyle Haven't been really "trying" every since our miscarriage 4 months ago. Mostly…

Okay soooo me and Kyle Haven't been really "trying" every since our miscarriage 4 months ago. Mostly bc we barley even have time to BD bc I have been working 2nd shift and he works 1st. Even though we sill made time and done it enough to have a good chance. lol But today I all of a suddon got this strong WANT to just be pregnant! I have never felt so impatient or wanted it soooo bad! I done some math after having some strange symptoms and found that I am around 8 dpo which is how far I was when I found out my last pregnancy. Now I just have to test the second I get the chance. What in the hell is wrong with me? I have never felt so out of control! :/ I believe I am just having a moment after all of my losses. I just need some prayers, and by the grace of God a BFP. lol