I was really pushing for a natural birth, I was upset when my OB wouldn't give me a midwife.. but now I'm borderline.. I don't want either really, both ways are really freaking me out. lol

Congrats!

Unfortunately twins usually have to come out by c-section. I have a friend that just had her twins at 30 weeks (she was high-risk for a number of reasons). Both babies and mama are doing great tho thanks to her great team. You and your babies will all be fine. Silver lining: your lady parts will be spared the damage. I had a 9 lb baby 5 weeks ago and I'm still walking a little funny. 😜

As long as you have a good crew you'll feel right at home ❤