(This was the day she was born so excuse my ugly self lol) We're finally going home today! It's…

(This was the day she was born so excuse my ugly self lol) We're finally going home today! It's definitely been rough the past few days since Wednesday and I didn't expect anything different , but I am BEYOND grateful for her father and my relationship with him being where it is and the amount of love there is for this little girl between my family and his. She's definitely given all of us a run for our money, from being given unnecessarily high doses of pitocin when I was doing a good 70% of my laboring on my own, to her deciding to get here AFTER my epidural wore off (I'm still trying to block that out of my mind lol 😓😩😖) and her almost needing to be vacuumed out , to my hemorrhaging and needing 2 blood transfusions and some other blood products, to being beyond swollen EVERYWHERE 🙊😖😣from my hips down to the point that i was packed in ice up until yesterday to being on bed rest until yesterday afternoon (trust I'm still so noodle legged that idk how I'm gonna manage the stairs to my new house the days that I'm alone smh). It's all been BEYOND tough but this little girl is so worth it 💖👶🏽