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Lindsay Olson isn’t one to share the ups and downs of life on social media. She’s a busy woman --…

Lindsay Olson isn’t one to share the ups and downs of life on social media. She’s a busy woman -- wife, mom to two young children, founder of a staffing firm and owner of the Llevame Cerca Carriers -- who likes to keep things positive and focus on the good in her life.

However, in March of this year she experienced the heartbreaking loss of her son who was delivered after five months of pregnancy. In honor of Infant and Pregnancy Loss Awareness month, Lindsay has generously decided to share her story, as originally told to her friends and family on Facebook, with mom.life. By telling her story of loss, pain, the pressure to move on and the things that helped her cope, Lindsay hopes to help other moms in her situation know that they are not alone.

The First Few Days: Unbearable Pain, Love and a Rainbow

March 24

I usually only share the positive moments of my life here on Facebook. This pregnancy and third child coming into our family was one of the big ones this year. Unfortunately it’s with the heaviest heart and a fountain of tears that I feel compelled to share this news now. Our tiny angel baby was born on Tuesday morning around 4 am. At 5 months, he was just too tiny to be able to experience this life with our family that already loved him so much. He was so little, so beautiful. This has been the most painful process. I can’t even find the words to express this loss. I’m having a very hard time letting it go and not searching for answers that I know I will never find. I’m not okay right now and don’t feel like I ever will be again. I’ll be hiding out with my family for the next few days, hoping that together we can start healing from this most unbearable loss. We appreciate all the support and love from friends and family close and far. xoxo

Read more on our blog: https://mom.life/en/blog/articles/a-diary-of-loss-one-moms-journey-through-pregnancy-birth-and-loss-

Please share your stories of loss in the comment below or message @mom.life_usa to join the Miscarriage and Loss group chat.

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preciouslove

Angela

May 31, 2015 was one of the worst days of my life at 21 weeks pregnant with twin boys I woke up to horrible contractions:( I gave birth to my first twin at home I held my baby boy between my legs until the ambulance came I was hysterical and I felt like I couldn't breathe. when I ride to the hospital there was lots of nurses and Drs waiting everything seemed like it was unreal. The placenta was still attached to twin B's placenta so the Dr cut what was hanging out put some stitches in it and pushed it back inside. the doctor told me I needed to be induced or I could get really sick lose my uterus or possibly die I couldn't do it I was so heartbroken so I stayed pregnant I only lasted a day and I got really sick my temperature was up to 104 I had no choice but to be induced and that was when my second Twin was born on June 1st. these were the worst days of my life I still cry for my babies I held them both until their hearts stopped beating.I loved them more than life itself I would have done anything to save them. My precious boys would have turned one this year and my heart still hurts and always will.:( RIP my baby boys mommy will see u again one day until then watch over ur brothers and sisters

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babyn2015

new mama Chicago

Wow! So sorry for your loss mama. That broke my heart. God bless you and your babies🙏🏾 @preciouslove

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del_1519250065_delis619

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my story: September 9th 2014, It was my first pregnancy. thought i was doing everything right, light walking, eating right, prenatals and trying not to stress. i was just over 1st trimester thinking a miscarriage wouldnt happen anymore. i was home and i felt the worst cramps, worse than period and then started to bleed over a course of 2 days. i mention to my doc he said if its old blood dont worry. well last day i felt a lot blood gushing, i went to restroom and saw blood clots with my cub. I knew what it was because i didnt feel pregant anymore. i cried, always wonder what could of been. what makes me wonder is....exactly one year after i got pregnant again....exactly one year. i never forget my first cub nor will i ever move on. my cub will always be in my heart. ❤

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del_1519250065_delis619

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im truly sorry for ur loss @preciouslove

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preciouslove

Angela

@babyn2015, thank u mama @delis619 I'm sorry for urs as well:(

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tipster

Tiffanie

Мама троих детей, ждёт четвёртого

My story : On Dec 24 2016 I noticed that I didn't feel any movements through out the day so I try to get her to move. I just had a argument within my SO, so I told him that I was going to the hospital. When I got there they did a ultrasound and and didn't detect a heart beat . I was 35 weeks. Then induce me and I deliver my daughter still born. My SO said that her umbilical cord was wrap tightly around her neck. It too 24 hrs to deliver her.

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seaofdreams_23

LaSasha Fowler

Мама троих детей

I've suffered 2 miscarriages. both between 5-7 weeks. the first one I lost, we named Sam, losing he/she was by far the most scariest, embarrassing, hurtful thing I've ever been through. I spotted for days. then one day I was out with my boyfriend at the park. he was playing basketball with friends and I told him I was ready to go home because my stomach was hurting. as I sat in the car and waited, the pain only became worse. he gets in the car and we head towards home. I think I'm just having bad period cramps. about half way home I tell him to pull over at a bilo because I need to step out the car and possibly go to the bathroom. as soon as I go to step out of the car a huge gush of blood flows out of my body, covering my dress, & the seat in the car. I decided to go into the store to go to the bathroom and sit on the toilet while my boyfriend calls 911. I left a trail of blood from the front door into the Handicapped stall. I sat there and was passing large clumps of blood and our little baby into the toilet. when help arrived I was pouring tears, my boyfriend had one to pick up the car so i had to ride to the hospital with the ems alone. when we got there I was still bleeding. they gave me morphine for the pain and started running test on what the ems fished out the toilet and a few test on me. they told me I had been 5 weeks pregnant. in total I was in the emergency room about 9 hours, due to lack of care or urgency & they did a D&C to clean out anything left in my womb and as soon as I woke up signed me out and sent me home. at the time I had a 5 month old son that my boyfriend and mom pretty much did almost all the care for because I was in so much pain, physically and mentally. every time I think of my experience and think of Sam I cry. my second miscarriage was at 7 weeks, early last year. I had just found out I was pregnant and started to spot for days, I went to get checked out in the er and in l&D, Marlow was fine. I followed up a few days later with my ob and my tiny angel was no longer there! since Marlow passed. me & my boyfriend have had our rainbow baby, a baby girl, Thalia who's now 3 months old.

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megbaby07

Brittani 👑🌻

Мама дочки-младенца

My first pregnancy was a year and half before my second. When I found out I was pregnant I was so terrified but over night I was so excited! At 5 weeks I found out I was miscarrying. I was so hurt... I felt like I let him/her down... that I let my boyfriend down.. I felt like it was my fault. Still do. I still wonder till this day what they would've been like. My second pregnancy was so scary at first... I avoided every simple thing.. when I finally had my daughter I knew that in the end I had a great rainbow baby and somehow that my first baby, helped me with my angel now.. they are somehow connected and I will forever that baby. It seems so little but love for a child is in any form. My heart goes out too anyone that has lost a child because nobody deserves that. You are all GREAT mothers. ❤️

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dianne1211

dianne1211

Мама сына-младенца

I've had 4 miscarriages ranging from 5-9 weeks 😔😔😔 I have 1 son he is my rainbow baby and I cherish him with every breath I take. he is my whole world and I thank God everyday for giving me the chance to be his mother.

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transformermom

Dawn Weiss Craig Green

Мама троих детей

I had a miscarriage in 2008.was a Girl God told me.But now he brought me a girl from OK that wants to come live with me

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