in other news I keep secretly wishing I was pregnant with baby #3 after we have sex.. until baby #2…

in other news I keep secretly wishing I was pregnant with baby #3 after we have sex.. until baby #2 reminds me I'm not mentally ready for it and baby #1 (now toddler) makes me miss when it was just us... it's so tough deciding when you're ready for more.. the mental struggle between splitting and committing time is stressful.