10w4d it's always scary around my personal milestones..one of my angel babies passed away when I was…

10w4d it's always scary around my personal milestones..one of my angel babies passed away when I was 10w4d..our little bean has showed us signs that's s/he is strong and healthy! But it's still terrifying around this time..I just wish I could have a normal pregnancy not high risk no bad news..what's even worse is I'm between OBs! Waiting for my new insurance to come through so I can see my new OB! 😭 I just want to feel safe!