starting to think it's not the baby anymore. I am getting super agitated with people again. trying…

starting to think it's not the baby anymore. I am getting super agitated with people again. trying to control things in my life...like telling me to change his name...or insisting they show up at the hospital...or my s/o not seeing the importance that I want him to see now he is super active and talks about how he will free him and have him a bunch of me me me when I feel it should be an us...I really am just going to turn my phone of during my time after birth and do me. to many hands trying to get put in my pot. oh did I mention...too many damn people thinking they know me and how I am when all I see is people trying to throw shade on my happiness with that fake I'm happy for you BS. wth why does it seem like people expect me to put my life on hold because it is what seems to be good for them and make them happy like I am not supposed to have a family at my age B*** do you know how old I am and how much I have already accomplished?? f*** just stay out of my life period point blank