Ugh please tell me I'm not the worst parent ever. My son is always wanting me to hold him. If I…

Ugh please tell me I'm not the worst parent ever. My son is always wanting me to hold him. If I don't, he screams bloody murder. I can never get any school work done. Bombed my test today because it was timed and he threw a fit the whole time I was taking it. I can't do it when my husband is home because he acts like he's helpless without me when it comes to Jaxson. He always says "I think he wants you". I just want to lock myself in a closet and cry today 😭