Daughter's dad drives me mad!! Why can't he see/understand what he has done??? 😑😑😑 I dont feel the…

Daughter's dad drives me mad!! Why can't he see/understand what he has done??? 😑😑😑 I dont feel the same way about him anymore. He killed our relationship by letting me down time and time again!! I mean what sort of dad leaves his gf in hospital alone with his daughter just after (6/7hours) she had nearly died giving birth to your daughter!?! Just because he wanted to sleep?!? And its anither day before I see him....then after that....he doesn't see us for 6 bloody weeks!!! 😠😠😠😠😠😠😠 How can I just simply forget that??? It's not like he has made amends since and helped me with Maya....no.....he just lazed about at home until recently! I love seeing them together....but it doesnt half make me feel pissed off also! xx