Trigger. Lost baby

Went in for my 20 week check up and found out our son had passed away. Nothing was wrong, my pregnancy has been going great. I'm so numb right now. I'll he delivering him later this week. I don't want to do this. I don't want to do this. Not before Christmas. How am I'm going to tell my kids?? My dear sweet baby boy. Why did this happen?

20 days to my due date and yesterday I was 1 cm dilated. I’m so ready to be a mama to my baby. But she’s so not wanting to come out. Anyone have tips, to get my baby out?

So I just found out that my husband is sleeping with my sister and they are making fun of me.

So impatient. Really want to find out what I'm having. I'm 13 weeks + 2 days. Is it too early to find out?

Our list of names so far...but we can't agree on a single one!! We find out the gender in two weeks so at least that will eliminate one column!