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Nicole
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I've been trying to hold myself together but you guys I've been so depressed for a while now it's crazy it's like…

I've been trying to hold myself together but you guys I've been so depressed for a while now it's crazy it's like everything Ive worked so hard for is falling apart. My relationship seems like it's hanging by a thread and to add to the pot it's like he has made me feel like I shouldn't have gotten pregnant it's just misery all I wanna do is be happy!! I had to stop working because I was so sick my 1st trimester it was crazy and now I'm getting better and now it's hard for me to find a job smh idk I keep praying but it's like God isn't listening to me smh....#Depressed#TryingNotToGiveUp!!

Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday…

Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no, his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me and did something else with an other girl.... and it's 10:51 am now and he hasn't texted me at all. and after he dropped me off I texted him saying what I felt and nothing. I don't know if I'm over reacting or what or what should i do. do i wait until he text me?

Ok don't judge me!!! I really really REALLY want a girl lol like from the moment I knew I was prego I've always felt…

Ok don't judge me!!! I really really REALLY want a girl lol like from the moment I knew I was prego I've always felt like it's a girl I even have her name ready. I went to the ultrasound and the baby had the cord in between the legs smh😒 it's like the baby likes torching me 😔 well now people are telling me they really think it's a boy the heart beat is 152 and now I'm thinking it is a boy idk. Of course no mater what it is im going to love it with all my heart it's just makes me mad I've always felt like it was a girl but people are making me mad😤 sorry I guess I wanted to vent lol