my delivery didnt go nearly as planned . the whole time i was pushing my mom said i was making up cusswords and kept asking why in the fuck i didnt get any drugs 😂 when they told me his heart was stopping and i needed to push my arms were bruised from holding the bed to hard and my mom and justin threw my legs back so fast and was pushing so hard my legs were bruised . then obviously my c section and the whole time i asked why the hell i was floating over the bed . if i could relive all that again , i would . because seeing braylyn for the first time was the best feeling ever and watching justin become a father was so beautiful . i can hands down say all of that was the best moment of my life 💙