I'm sitting here mystified and numbed with pain To lose someone so close, yet so far away. Some say…

I'm sitting here mystified and numbed with pain

To lose someone so close, yet so far away.

Some say you can't lose something you never had.

If that's true, then how can I feel this sad?

I felt more close to you, my child

More than anyone else around me

Because I felt you so deep within me.

So small, no eye could see

Yet so full of life was felt already.

Disbelief and uncertainty consume my brainThe sorrow and anguish down under just can't be explained.

Was I being punished for a sin I committed?

Was I to learn something from this and just didn't get it?

Please God, answer me... what did I do to deserve this?

Does he know how much I love him?

'Cause it's your job now to tell him!

I already miss him... I'd do anything to kiss him...

To hold him and embrace the mere presence of him.

I can only hope for one of these days

He comes back to me, this time to stay.

To find it deep within his heart

To give me the chance for a brand new start! 😇👼💙