I NEEDED TO VENT BADLY!!!! How can you love someone when they put their hands on you around y'all…

I NEEDED TO VENT BADLY!!!! How can you love someone when they put their hands on you around y'all son and while she's pregnant ?

You call her dumb bitch, a stupid bitch, you even call her a clown. Why say you should've been cheated and saying thinkin I was a blessing from God but I came from hell! How could you??

How could you throw in her face that she didn't give you shit for your past birthday in August when you knew I lost my job so you knew my situation so instead I cooked YOIR favorite meal and got you a big cookie cake So how could you? How could you say those mean things and once I Locked myself in the bathroom to cry you kicked down the bathroom door. How could you snatch her wig off knowing how insecure she was because she decided to start her hair journey over and my hair is like half a inch to a inch long but you made her more insecure from last time you called me a baldheaded bitch so how could you ? How could you choke and a grab her so roughly knowing she's pregnant? 😢 How could you pick at her and squeeze her shoulders till it hurts? How could you get a empty drink bottle and hit her in the head and slang a pillow and hit her on the side of her face making me dizzy while not looking? Why would you do this to me better yet infront of your child while I'm screaming to the top of my lungs and he's screaming and have no remorse? How could you tell me I'm not good for shit but talking and laying on my back getting pregnant? Why would you sit there and say I don't do shit but lay on my ass when I'm bussing my ass making ends meet for OUR son without a job and for OUR unborn baby getting them ready for Christmas and spending the little bit of money I get on them while I'm out here with nothing! No clothes no nothing but Idc as long as my babies get everything they need and if I have to die giving them that I will because they come before mines or anyone else needs on the other hand I'm trying to make ends meet while you out blowing the little bit of money you have on weed and ciggs? I Keep OUR son 24/7 and we only see you not even half a day 😢 You called me a nasty bitch smh I don't know how or why though. How can you say you was attractive before meeting me then say now look at me all because you have acne on your face and you breaking out bad and say its my fault SMH how could you? That's you lacking on hygiene SMH You picked with me over and over tonight even when I said go home. You punched me in my side, You kicked down the bathroom door because I locked it to cry so my baby boy wouldn't see me but once I cry around him or cry with him you say it's my fault he's crying when actually he's scared of your ass and want you to stop putting your hands on mommy and leave just as much as I want you to go home. I feel bad for my son he's only 1 and already seen enough. This pass Tuesday I had got 3 tooth pulled and still recovering and you still inflicted pain on my without caring. The list goes on and on what happened within the last hour from me updating this. 😢😢 It's sad even more kus I have no friends or no one to talk to OR even give me a hug Smh as bad as I wanna take my life by over dosing on these pain pills they gave me for me getting my tooths pulled I'm not because I have my son and unborn baby girl that needs me and adore tf out of me and will love me unconditionally and imma do the same for them. They are my heart 💖 even when it's getting ripped apart by their father I'm putting it back together for my babies kus they are my world 🌍