Whenever I get pregnant with my second child I pray to be graduated from college, married, and able…

Whenever I get pregnant with my second child I pray to be graduated from college, married, and able to do everything I want to do with pregnancy/ birth/ and celebrating milestones. I know nothing will ever be perfect, but I can only fantasize about when I am in that situation, and seeing everybody's newborns make me excited for when I get to experience that again.