I can't believe I'm at the end of this pregnancy. it's been a truly amazing journey...a scary one but an amazing one. beautiful in fact.
when I found out I was pregnant in early January I wish I could say I was instantly excited but that wasn't the case at all. instead I looked at that pregnancy test and had a huge ball of fear come to the pit of my stomach. it had only been a little over 2 month since the doctors told us we were able to start trying. I wanted this baby so badly but I was so overcome with fear that this pregnancy would also end in a miscarriage.
it's been a bumpy road...one week I would be confident I would hold this baby and the next week I would feel nothing but fear. hitting the 3rd trimester has been a bit of a relief. knowing I'm just 2 weeks away from his due date is an amazing feeling.
I'm not one to use the word blessed but in this case I can't find any other word to use. I'm blessed to have this baby in my life. I'm blessed that I have had an easy pregnancy. I'm blessed that the universe allowed my husband and I another chance at being parent.