Between my bipolar disorder and hormones, I go zero to a thousand sometimes. My boyfriend will leave a plate on his desk and it makes me want to strangle him, then I convince myself that I'm going to leave him cause' I can't take him not cleaning after himself. I can't deal with myself sometimes, if I could vacation from my body I would lmao. Thank goodness for meditation to keep me grounded 90% of the time, the other 10% of the time though idk.... lol. Bless my boyfriend's heart.