omg so i def need to have this baby i just went down stairs to get my ice cream and when i realized…

omg so i def need to have this baby i just went down stairs to get my ice cream and when i realized its not there anymore (totally forgot i gave it to my baby today) i begin to cry and im still crying sigh i feel like im back in my first trimester again..im a mess.

Then my dad goes to winco to get me ice cream and i start crying about my daughter(for some of you may know my two year old has epilepsy) idk if this is just a bunch of issues i have built up or is this just a sign ill have postpartum