i love that I'm pregnant but some times my boyfriend makes me feel like i made the biggest mistake…

i love that I'm pregnant but some times my boyfriend makes me feel like i made the biggest mistake of my life i know I'll love my baby but i don't know if i can put up with him much longer i feel like i cant trust him and i dont know if i ever can he lies has a lock on his phone dont even know what the hell im doing why am i trying to please someone who i know doesnt give a shit about me i know he don't why did i do this to myself