I'm a mom who is doing it all on my own. I'm raising a crazy spirited one (almost 2) year old and I am pregnant with another. Both were planned, but sometimes life has other plans and I'm no longer with the father. we moved stated away from their father to be in a more supportive environment, with my family.
my emarosa is excited to be a big sister.
I have days of extreme weakness where I feel that I'm failing as a mother, but on those days, Emarosa comes and cuddles me, gives me kisses and kisses "sissy" (we don't know what the baby is, but she calls it sissy). she's the light of my life. and I'm excited to be sharing this journey with her. #singleandproud #proudmom
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Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
I'm going to a dance club tomorrow night. For the first time in my adult life ?. I'm really excited. What outfit should I wear?
Birth Plan Rant
I used to be all about getting an epidural, but after research and thinking about it more I want to have an unmedicated birth (this is my first baby). What annoys me is when I say that I'm going to TRY my hardest to have a natural and unmedicated birth people always feel the need to say that I'm crazy or that I'm going to change my mind when I get in that position. Or that epidurals are the best. I do realize that plans change, but why can't people be supportive and encouraging?
Worst day ever, come to find out the father of my child was talking to another girl behind my back telling her that we wasn't together and the only thing we had together was a baby. Like he is living with me and all... I suffer from bad depression and anxiety and I stopped taking my meds when I found out I was pregnant. And now I'm freaking out, I'm hurt, I'm embarrassed and I don't know what to do.