So...we got in a huge fight last night. I ended up leaving, and he told a family member that I left, and they told…

So...we got in a huge fight last night. I ended up leaving, and he told a family member that I left, and they told everyone and I got a huge shit storm of judgement from my family...so I just kept driving and driving. I drove all night. I'm about 45 minutes outside of Chicago now. I know I have to turn back sometime, but right now I'm just...here.

It's so beautiful. I know it's probably just because it's new, residents probably hate it or whatever, but it is so beautiful. I have literally never seen a sunrise like this, and I've been many places and seen many sunrises. There was one point where it literally looked like cotton candy.

I miss my daughter and my boyfriend. I've checked in, everything is alright on both ends and he is off today and tomorrow, and has said that I can come back in my own time. I needed this so much. My hometown is a shit hole. I'm afraid to even open my front door when my man isn't home because our neighbors have tried to harass me on many occasions, but we can't afford anything else at the moment. so this, being somewhere other than those four walls, was just so refreshing.

Please no judgmental comments, I've gotten enough from family. I obviously won't stay away for long. It was just nice.