I just wanna cry now. it's making me feel like, questioning myself as in why did I come back. I wanted to just take my…

I just wanna cry now. it's making me feel like, questioning myself as in why did I come back. I wanted to just take my son and leave. he's the only reason I wanted to come back. FUCK EVERYTHING RIGHT NOW. I don't want to socialize with his family at all or him. thanks bitch. for making me feel like my efforts are NOTHING.