So I really want to have another baby in let's say 2-3 years but I'm so afraid because I know I'll…

So I really want to have another baby in let's say 2-3 years but I'm so afraid because I know I'll have a c section and I'll have the most terrible side affects again, all I could think about my first time was that I was gonna die... Ugh :(

Who else felt that way postpartum? And who here has had more then 1 c section?