so today was real bad. i been so sick plus throwing up all the time dehydrated i eat like once a day. my husbands family took my girls today they treat them like blood. that way i can rest n im so happy they pushed me for it. today at walgreens just to grab a couple things i couldnt handle walking. i got weak n dizzy my body hurt. i nearly fainted i sat on the register thing where they bag the stuff. and then i just went to the car. n i felt so bad i got a panic attack n tried to calm down cuz i started blacking out. my husband grabbed sum kfc cuz it was 4 and i didnt eat nothing. he dropped me at home so i could try n eat n rest n he did the shopping. well i still felt bad n threw up so bad. i had to get in my recliner with ice pack to cool me down. he got home n tried to get me to drink n eat. i ate sum fruit and a lil Hawaiian bread with oven roasted turkey n swiss. i had gastric sleeve so i eat less than my kids n even less feeling like shit. but atleast i ate a lil n kept it down. i then had a panic attack realizing he works tonight n wouldnt be home. just me my grandpa n the pets. i started crying n breathing deep n fast n nearly blacked out again. he turnes the fan towards me n grabbed my alcohol n calmed me down. today at walgreens i forgot to mention he even got me a sally globe frm the nightmare before christmas i have a big collection of new stuff and original stuff. n he thought of me. and he got stuffed one and a light up one for anson when hes born. i feel like complete shit but i feel blessed to have my wonderdul husband and his family.