I look at other mom's with babies my age and they look cute and sweet and when I see a picture of me…

I look at other mom's with babies my age and they look cute and sweet and when I see a picture of me holding my baby I'm like how is this possible. It's not that he's abnormally huge, he's in the 80th percentile, but I'm sooo thin and long. I always look like I'm struggling to hold him 😅 I mean, I kinda am.