soooo hard but very rewarding and full of joy! @cfernandar24

@delores93, thank you so much honey... i am lucky too my husband travels all week and some weekends he doesn't make it home... this is keeping me a little "sane".... but i have to tell u being a new mom its hard... AMAZING but hard

I was just crying for no reason lol. I think no sleep, along with a little human being depending on you and hormones is one hell of a cocktail. it's a good thing my hubby is out of the country right now lol.
I hope it got better dear!

@mamahoude, thank you again you are so sweet! I am so glad to hear that you overcome this... Its very hard... I been crying a lot too... Its just super super hard!! Thank you! I will message you tomorrow... Right now? LoL i am gonna try to sleep while I can! 🤗😀

@cfernandar24, it's so difficult . I used to cry every day lol . I never talked about it to anyone I'm not sure if it was considered post partum depression or just baby blues. My husband also used to ask for sex a lot which drove me away even more . We didn't have sex until 4 months post partum... Lol I just wanted nothing to do with it. I feel for you. I want another baby but I don't want to go through that part again. If you ever need anyone to talk to you can message me !

@mamahoude, thank you so much!! Its comforting know someone out there understands me..its been so hard!! Its so sad I used to love him so much and we have a beautiful life together I hate to go down the drain... I pray that its just hormonal

YES . My son is 7 months but girl I went through this in the beginning!!! I was so unattracted to my husband I couldn't even kiss him half the time . I thought I wasn't in love anymore I was considering seperating from him . Everything he did annoyed me . It was horrible! I did a lot of research and I knew this wasn't me talking to was the hormones . Push through it. I promise it gets better . I returned to my old self and love my husband even more than I did before . I can't believe those crazy thoughts even happened to me . There is a light at the end of the tunnel .